I’m pretty tired and want to go to bed, but I really feel like I need to right this post sooner rather than later.
I have to start with the fact that I feel a million times better than I did on Friday. I haven’t solved anything, maybe just came up with more questions. But I also feel better about that. I just really don’t know what I want to do with my life or how to get there. But I also know that there are a hundred options.
I had a great ride today with some of the PRW boys. It was great to chat with Graham Shrive and Mike Stickland… Two guys that I “know” but don’t really know. It was good to learn from them and get some different perspectives on the world from two very knowledgable and cultured people.
I’m trying just to take in every minute of every day and learn all that I can!
And on a slightly more negative note, what the heck is wrong with our world???
Don gave a great sermon today. It was very full, but I think the key points I took out of it were that we, as humans, tend to look to fulfill our needs in the wrong places. And that when we find God and accept Him, we think that everything will be fine and dandy, when in reality life is at least as hard.
That all reminded me of the distress that my mom came home yesterday with after watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall and seeing a preview for a movie called Young People F__king. Um… are you serious??? I don’t understand the things I do, and I’m not even close to a perfect example. But why do people feel the need to have sex? There are great and amazing ways to find love, appreciation, and joy.
And now that I’m writing this, why do I feel the need to look down on those who have sex somewhat frivelously? Why do I ponder this over and over again? What good does it bring?
So I guess on that note, just think about what you do. Think about the consequences; both for yourself and those around you. Think about what you say and how you dress and what you do. That’s all I ask. And I will watch myself extra close this week.
Smile!
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